I’ve been away for a while, as the new job doesn’t allow nearly as much time for goofing off on the internet - it took me a while to find you geezers/procrastinators, and someone is going to have to update me on what the hell exactly happened. But now I'm procrastinating from my real work to ask a work-related question (hmmm... maybe that doesn't really count as true procrastination). I had a question/situation about which I would appreciate your thoughts:
As of our move in July, I am the associate director of a training program in New Orleans, one that took a pretty hard hit from Katrina, both in terms of quality and quantity of personnel. As a result, over half of our current trainees are foreign graduates (FGs), and there is some stigma attached to this – it is generally seen as the sign of a weaker program. This is not really a fair generalization, as I’ve seen good and bad trainees come from “good” and “bad” medical schools alike, but part of this process is a game of perception – the perception among potential recruits that a program is dominated by FGs (and therefore weaker) tends to become a self-fulfilling phenomenon as top candidates become harder to attract once that perception has solidified. The quality had already begun to improve before I got here, but we are entering recruiting season shortly, so it is a front-burner issue to keep that trend going.
When I entered the job, I was told that we wanted to interview US graduates (USGs) first, then fill any available gaps in the interview schedule with foreign grads – but that filling it with Americans first would be preferable (I should note that at least half of the “foreign” grads are actually Americans who studied abroad). I already had my hands full with tuning up other aspects of the recruiting process, so I was glad to have an easy way to winnow down the number of applications I needed to review. As a result, I didn’t start looking at FGs until the schedule was nearly full with USGs; once I started looking, it became clear to me that the cream of these FGs clearly should be considered over the bottom tier of the USG contingent. I sent personalized invitations to them, and they appear to be responding – problem solved, right?
Well, no. Our chairman has been very clear that he wants to fill our program with USGs exclusively if possible, for the perception reasons mentioned above. I understand his reasoning, but I’d rather have a few of the best FGs rather than accept the dregs of the USG class. I also have noticed over the past few weeks that some fairly mortifying comments have escaped out into the general discussion; at one staff meeting, the chairman remarked on how great it was that we had our interview schedule almost full, all with American graduates, doing so in front of a room whose members were by majority foreign-trained. In talking with a couple of our trainees, I became aware that there was a significant sense among the FGs in our program that they were second-class citizens here. This bothered me on a fairly fundamental level, and I sent a letter out to all of the FGs in our program telling them that their place of training was not important to me, but rather their level of skill and their commitment to improving those skills. I also apologized for not including the best of the FGs among the initial invitations and said that this would not happen again in the future.
My chairman (whom I had sent the message to as well) was predictably displeased. He said that I should have simply told people “this is the departmental policy – take it up with the chairman.” I responded by saying that if these trainees felt unwanted, unappreciated and unhappy, that it would be visible to interviewees, and that it would impair our recruiting efforts ; I also said something to the effect that promising to invite people was not the same as promising to hire those people. I basically presented it to him as “we need these FGs to be happy with the program so that they will present a good face for us on interview days and create the conditions for them to become a progressively smaller fraction of our program.” He relented and said to go ahead as I was doing.
So the problem is “solved,” but I can’t help feeling unsatisfied with the resolution. The result is the one I wanted – the trainees clearly feel and appreciate that I have their back, and this should help toward realizing everyone’s longer-term goals. But I find it bothersome that I’ve had to cast something in quite Machiavellian terms when from my standpoint I am just trying to do the right thing by people for its own sake. I should be clear that our chairman is not the ogre this email may make him seem; he commands much respect and affection within the department (including from myself) for almost single-handedly rescuing it from dissolution after he took over a few years back. He is, in fact (irony-sensitive people cover your eyes) an FG himself, a highly intelligent person and someone for whom I am generally proud to work. I just happen to feel that his thinking is wrong on this particular issue.
Am I being stupid/needlessly complicated in letting myself be troubled by the disconnect between my chairman’s motivations and my own? Should I be more explicit about speaking up for what I see as the right thing, or should I just be content that the end result is the same? Am I setting myself up for trouble down the road when our interests (mine and my chairman’s) diverge more – when hiring foreign graduates is no longer a necessity but I continue to find one or two that merit inclusion and he wants all American-trained hires? I’m acutely aware of my status as the FNG (Fuckin’ New Guy), so I’m also wary of defecating where I eat, so to speak.
Alternatively, am I being more Machiavellian than I want to admit? This always gets me in a tail-chasing fit when “doing the right thing” results in a tangible benefit for me. Any thoughts you have would be welcome.