My insight into the nature of a conservative Christian...
by
redneckliberalTexanafterbush
11/09/2008, 12:55 AM #
I said in this forum that I am a "closet Christian" and a "recovering Catholic". I am one of those bad persons who despise being prosthelitized to, rarely go to church but pray all the time silently, cuss when I'm angry, tell dirty jokes, smoke when I'm stressed, etc. But I will always bring you a pain pill with pleasure when you are in pain, people make fun of me giving any beggars I see money, I despise brutality, and that is why I despise the hate and brutality I see dished out to gays.
There was a devout Baptist couple I took care of in a nursing home once. They made a huge show of being Christian -praying in the dining room, watching the televangelists, listening to the music. However, we all laughed at them behind their back because of the devoutness, they put themselves in a superior "Church lady" position that we see so much of from these kind of people. They gossiped, judged, always wanted to be first for everything and demanded a lot of our time just pleasing them. In fact, the man mildly assaulted me when I heard them gossiping about me in the dining room and I took him aside and asked him to stop!
One night I was working on the night shift and an aid came in to me and asked if I had pissed that old Baptist man off?. I replied no, why? She laughed and asked me to come with her. We stood at "Mr Holy's" room and cracked up at him sleeping saying so horribly, like satan possessed, "YOU C^&*S*(*^$RS!!!". So, that is what is underneath all that piety, isn't it? I prefer to stay closet, do my cussing during the day when I'm awake. To me, these people just want to feel superior to others, not equal. I can't stand them. Mike Huckabee is one of them- so sweet and pious but underneath hiding this seething hatred...you could see that when he "made a joke tee hee haa haa about Obama being assasinated! Bush too.
Any shrink or cop will tell you the most dangerous kind of person in the world is a religious zealot. They can use their God and their relationsip to him to justify murder, rape, etc. We have seen that all throughout history. Brutality in the name of Jesus. I'll stay in the closet and avoid them..go with the real Christians that act on what Jesus told us, "Love your brother as yourself"