Re: DrBill; In a pevious post....
by
Rob1
07/24/2008, 3:40 AM #
Hey, it was just a shitty job that one had to do. I used to be tense and apprehensive before a firefight, and scared shitless, drained, and washed out after one was over. But to my surprise and horror, I actually enjoyed it when we were in one. As long as one could shoot back anyhow. Nothing quite compares to a good rush of adrenaline.
I liked hunting the little bastards. There was always a grim sense of satisfaction in taking them down, because you knew that when you did at least these partucular people would no longer constitute a threat to your person.
Of course, more always took their place.
As I said before Unebug, most of us would have preferrred to have been elsewhere, and doing something else. But there was also a certain insane attraction to combat. At least for me anyhow. I hated the war, but liked mixing it up when the shit started.
I could have just been sick in the head though.
Maybe that's the attraction to combat. It is the ultimate high stakes game, and man has been lightly brushed with only the thinnest veneer of civilization.
It doesn't take much to revert back to one's primal instincts. A couple of rounds close to the head will generally remove the average individual's civilized imstincts.
We're not really all that far removed from our savage ancestors.