Re: Does the Universe Have a Purpose?
by
Bad Kharma
05/11/2008, 3:20 PM #
I'm not sure if the universe has a purpose, but archaeo's example is good enough for me.
I do know that I have a purpose, although at times I have wandered and strayed and certainly didn't know what my purpose is or was.
I remember my time in Afghanistan, I had been there for 3 months, my ex-wife had just served me papers for divorce and I was pretty down. I was out on what is called an elicitation patrol, with my partner and an interpreter. Elicitation is where you go out and talk to locals and try to obtain some sort of intelligence from them. I was in the Army but you couldn't tell with my very full beard and longish hair.
We stopped at this shepherd's house and he was very inviting. He welcomed us in, roasted a lamb and his wife made flatbread. Which if you ever had the flatbread there you will never go back to the inferior stuff you find in the US. He had at least 9 kids running around and I told him that I was I family man as well and we really hit it off because I whipped out some photos of my kids and after awhile of good rapport building he told me of some Taliban mullah locations. It wasn't OBL, but it was good stuff.
As we were leaving he stops us. My terp says to me, "he wants you to have his son." My immediate thought was that he was offering the kid for labor and that my terp had left an important part of the translation out. I told him that no, I don't need anything done, I was thinking getting my shoes shined or my uniforms pressed. No the terp told me, he is offering his son for sexual concourse. The boy was no more than 13 years of age.
I stood there, I couldn't speak. My thought at that very moment was to put a round through the father's skull at that very second. My hand rested on my pistol and with every inch of restraint I had. I didn't kill that man, if I had I would be in jail for a war crime as I write this.
I couldn't believe it, this was not the enemy, he was a local shepherd. I learned that the Taliban mullahs had the boy for their own pleasure long before I showed up and this was how this father appeased them. He did it for survival and he merely wanted to appease me. I walked away, paid 40 dollars for a bottle of Johnny Walker at the black market and woke up three days later.
I don't fight this war now for anything other than but the hopes that someday these people don't have to give their children to be ass-raped by the powers that be. I do it for that kid.