I was trying to delete this post
by
electric fence
05/10/2008, 2:03 AM #
so I could touch on the comforting effects this white knight has on astigmatism and the muscles behind the eyes- or maybe that's just me being stoned. Whatever! Pain sucks, insomnia related to chronic pain isn't funny. I don't question people's claim to pain any longer; my karma ditched me over a dark gulley and I'm a believer now. After that, I wandered around my house for almost a year, going from room to room, up the stairs, down the stairs 20, sometimes 30 times. Took my mind off the pain- and resultant tinnitus. For a year. Lost 20 lbs. I was already thin. Had I known about the different strains of marijuana I'd have called a doctor and gotten some specially grown strain- anything. I was close to that point. Then one day the pain left, almost overnight. Disappeared like a vapor, never to return. After something like this, you get haunted in ways you don't fully get until you have a pain flashback. One day I'll run out of my precious compressed lifeline and that'll be that. I'll move on. Until then, here I am stoned on my beloved Ambien, chatting with another tormented soul. Life is good.
The fray police are out there. (wink)