Snoopy - You are not alone, I have done that too!!! Oh sinner that I am. We are only humans. Now that you know, follow the advice of lbutler, change the password so he has to take care it himself, and don't call him. The last thing you want, is for him to know that you have snooped. We know, and we are anonymous, he isn't and that feeling is different. Despite how you feel without him, you are ok without him. You will be ok. Treat yourself to YOU!! Call your best girlfriend, tell her in the strictest confidence what happened, cry on her shoulder, wail if you want to, get a good cry out with someone who loves you and is there for you. Treat yourself to a pampering session, take a long bubble bath, give yourself a facial, a home pedicure, a home manicure. Do something for you! I always tell my husband: "You know who loves you? Jesus loves you." Know you are loved no matter what you go through, no matter what, Jesus loves you. Men will come and go, but the love of Christ will always be there if you allow it to be.