muzza:

I have no wish to sue. Seems to be your first concern.

An account of the facts would help a lot. Can't get one.

I'd like you to let the anger go. It's not helping you, but dragging you backwards.

There might not BE a great account of the facts in a trauma. What if one person put in a tube, it didn't work and a more experienced person replaced it - then you got to the O.R. and they replaced it with a different one? Who is at fault? All of them? I doubt any of them would KNOW they screwed up anything, intubating people in a trauma situation isn't that refined. Again, I don't really care if you sue anyone -- i'm not involved -- but for your sake I think you should move on.