Really, how do I explain that if I post there I'm only going to end up devaluing the RE without (also devaluing myself at the same time [in the same sentence?]) OK, I'm trying to explain

1) my being there isn't of value to the community (right now; that could change)
2) this isn't self deprecation, it's a truth about myself that I've come to understand recently, one that inspires me to think about raising the bar on myself

3) I'm not ready to raise the that bar

4) just this week I've participated in at least 2 flame wars, and started at least 2 fires

That all said, I'm where I should be at this time.. so hi.

And PS. I did post there once weeks ago, and once the other night, but that one was a mistake, really. I followed greeneggsnham's interview link and posted. The next day I realized it was linked there.