Use of the term "Darwinism" is a mark of ignorance. Darwin's contributions to evolutionary history ended over a hundred years ago. Literally tens of thousands of scientific works that establish the fact of evolution have been published since then.

Also, it might behoove you to do a bit of reading on the status of research into the origin of life. No reputable scientist believes that "dead matter created its own existance," or that that is the position of biologists. If you knew just a bit of biology, you'd understand that life is nothing more or less than the sum of a series of chemical reactions. All that has to happen for that to occur is that the right chemicals have to be in the right place under the right conditions. Scientists have postulated dozens of separate situations under which that could occur on the primitive earth. None of them require the assistance of a god or an "infinite consciousness,"--neither of which, by the way, currently has a single shred of scientific evidence backing it up.