I'm sorry that you view me as being full of hate, but this is not true. Sure, I am human and have evil qualities within me, but because I seek after God, I seek to be more like Him everyday. I do not hate those that do not believe in God, actually, I pray for them continually- out of love for the lost. And I hope that the next true Christian you run into will show you unconditional love, for this is the commandment above all others.
Jesus and God are essentially one of the same- I am not putting one above another. I try to read God's word often, but will check out Exodus again as a great reminder of my need for forgiveness.
Thanks, and out of love, I will be praying for you.