are you laughing at my honest efforts to understand this math?

The math is simple addition and subtraction, and has been explained to you (along with where to find the relevant info, what a delegate is vs. a superdelegate, etc.) multiple times in this thread. The fact that you're still saying things like "I read a '121' count yesterday. Clinton has picked up a 50 delegate switch? Hooray!" is what we're laughing at - ie, your complete inability to comprehend reality.

Here, let me make it as simple as possible:

Obama's pledged delegate lead is greater now than it has ever been. Data. Estimates put the pledged delegate lead at somewhere between 157-171. Here is a graph showing cumulative lead during the primaries - note that "3/4" on the graph represent the day of Hillary's "big comeback" a few weeks ago.

At the same time, Clinton's current superdelegate lead, at 36 or so, is smaller now than it's ever been (ie, superdelegates are switching to Obama). Graph 1. Graph 2.

I don't know how to make it any simpler.