Plus damages and the waste of my time. I learned nothing there from these pathetic excuses for human beings. I could have been a carpenter and had a more of an enlightened existence than the non-knowledge which college provided me.

Plus, they said they got their graduates jobs upon graduation. I hit the pavement and did everything I possibly could, and oops, no job. And guess what else? It's all a con game. And then the media started harassing me and threatening my life,and when my dad got cancer and was dying, made fun of him and me and insinuated that I killed him.

What a waste of time.

So I will give you a true tarot reading

Body Position: Wheel of Fortune

you have been sent back to the beginning.

You will feel that you have hit bottom but think of it as a chance to renew yourself and and chart a path to rise out of the ashes.

The Wheel of Fortune in this position suggests that you are familiar with the rhythmic rise and fall of all things. Perhaps you have spent a portion of your life studying this dynamic. This gives you the opportunity to determine patterns and be able to second-guess them. You may have learned to be comfortable with the shadow of chaos as it repeatedly impinges on what you think should be orderly. You have come to terms with the truth of impermanence -- everything shifts from under your feet just as you get your balance. This gives you a great advantage in becoming a stabilizing force in difficult times.

Mind Position: Queen of Swords

When the Queen of Swords comes up in this position, it is a time to become more autonomous. This queen has learned through challenging experience that she should be her own best friend. She doesn't need to be rescued, "helped" or condescended to. As such, it's time to set boundaries as you move your emotional and psychic center back to yourself.
She fosters no dependencies because she craves none. In this way she is freer to move in the world unencumbered by the entangling expectations of others.

Release your dependencies on other people's actions.

Spirit Position: Queen of Wands

You have a controlling tendency that you cannot keep secret.

Don't think your hidden agenda is undetected, don't deny it. It is more important that people trust you than it is to preserve an image.

You are in the process of learning what it means to be the kind of person others strive to be and are motivated by

I hope this helps. I wish you peace.

I love a good tarot reading.

Thanks.

And I will turn the cards

You are a loser, your life sucks & it is everyones fault but your own?

Sorry, it's not physically possible to take your advice, unless i cover my eyes and wear earplugs.

No. However, there are people who seem to go out of their way, like Slate magazine, to pilfer my time and money. And what I'm going to do about that is stay away from the United States forever. And if Slate continues to follow me after I've claimed asylum, then I will cross that bridge when I come to it.

However, there will be no way in hell that I'll back in the United States until all of these bastards following me are known hang themselves in prison.

And I should also add, that I do not threaten people's lives and don't forget those who threaten me. I'm most certainly not a loser, yetI think society is a little more organized than it should be, and perhaps there's a misunderstanding about sharp dealing and dishonesty and terroristic tactics lost upon those who seem to have me in their most unfriendly and uncivilized grip. Bunch of traitors.

I don't know how, exactly.

Okay. Try this...

In regards to my life: What's next... and when will Next finally happen?